THE STORY OF ME. THE MIND OF ME.

CIVIL ENGINEERING BATCH OF 2009, BRAWIJAYA UNIVERSITY

2012-01-19T20:45:00.000-08:00

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2012-01-11T02:01:00.002-08:00

Gue uda pernah keilangan sahabat sekali. Kali ini, yang kedua.

Yang pertama, sahabat gue banget dari SMP. Setelah bertahun-tahun gue sahabatan sama dia, gue keilangan dia. Sangat terasa disaat gue kelas 3 SMA menjelang lulus. I can' stand with her now glamorous life. What a thing. Gue cuma ga setuju aja sama pergaulan disekolahnya yang rada ga beres dan dia bermain dengan yang rada ga beres pula. So, I let her chose, I let her go. Instead of forcing her to not have a kind of life that she likes. But, we're still friends eventhough not as close as like we used to be.

Sekarang, gue keilangan sahabat gue. Sahabat yang paling gue sayang. Sangat sangat sayang. Gue uda keilangan dia selama 1.5 tahun. Ini miris. Dia tau gue sayang banget sama dia, dan begitu juga sebaliknya. Kita uda sangat kenal luar dalam. Kami kenal keluarga masing-masing. Gue suka main ke rumah dia, dan juga sebaliknya. He could make me laugh out very loud just in a blink of an eye when I cry. He could make me smile with his very silly true story. He could make me cry with his voice. We couldn't lie to each other. We often threw "I love you" word. We often tracked each other. And now, he's gone. To nowhere. One and half year ago, he had a crush, she's such a jealousy one. She forbids my best to have a girl close friend. So, I just can't do anything except accepting it. Even I can't meet him whenever I am back to Jakarta. What the fuck. Just for you girls, just do not that kind of thing to your boy. FYI, losing best friend feels suck. Trust me.

2012-01-02T08:51:00.000-08:00

I know it's kind of late but I would like to say

HAPPY NEW YEAR GUYS :D

:3

2011-12-28T16:57:00.000-08:00

2011-12-14T17:08:00.000-08:00

Sebenarnya daripada ngeblog saya lebih baik mengerjakan tugas yang tidak berujung itu. Namun apa daya, saya jenuh sekali dengan tugas dan perkuliahan. Teman pun sibuk sendiri-sendiri. Jadi mau apa lagi kalau bukan ngeblog?

Tugas Mekanika Tanah Lanjut disertai laporan praktikum yang tidak selesai-selesai ditambah tugas Teknik Jalan Raya yang tidak santai menurut saya bukanlah suatu kombinasi yang baik. Kedua mata kuliah tersebut bisa menyebabkan Anda gila mendadak ditambah lagi dosen saya benar-benar bukan lah semacam dosen yang santai. Makin runyam hidup saya.

2011-12-10T18:55:00.000-08:00

Hello "sekelas" how are you doing? I am way missing you so much. There's no Sari, Tenge, Agra, Tissa, Novi, and Mirenk in this photo.

I miss our silly high school stories. The criminalities we had done. The jokes we threw to each other. Telling gossip and sharing love story. All the way.

I am running out of words, mates. What I know now is that I am way missing you so much. It is almost two years to not gather.

We Cooked!

2011-12-10T18:42:00.000-08:00

I would like to tell you about my last holiday. What I did with my girls. Cooking. Yea, we cooked!

The idea came from me. I know I can not cook as great as my mom. I know we seven can not cook as well as our mom. So, I gave my idea and all my girls agreed.

The team to buy the ingredients consists of me, Anty, and Alisha. We bought the ingredients at Carefour Lebak Bulus. We have known what we were going to cook, we brought the recipes, then yeah, we bought the ingredients. And we bought some extra ingredients in order to make a new innovation of taste. We braved. LOL.

Time to cook. We all cooked. But Yumna and Sashie came very late so we gave 'em extra jobs, washing dishes and cleaning the kitchen.

We cooked mashed potato, rum ball, orange chicken steak, chicken strips, and onion ring. And ah, Anty made sambal.

Done with the cooking thingy, time to taste our food! And you know what, they were all delicious like seriously.

Best Friends

2011-12-10T18:20:00.000-08:00

left-right:

Yumna, Sashie, Anty, Me, Dea, Alisha, Happy

This photo was taken on last holiday, at Alisha's home. After 6 months even more not to meeting up each other. Oh Gosh, this moment, meet up with my bests, will always be my favorite thing.

I don't know why we could become best like this. Firstly, I played with all of 'em except Sashie. I did not really know her. I just knew her name and face, the done. But, one day, I met someone and he's Sashie's ex. Then we told story and gossiping. That was the beginning of our friendship, me and Sashie. And from 'em all, she is the one I am really close with. And you know what, we have another nick for each other.

Being separated with my bests is not really a big problem because we still tell story to each other. Before we use blackberry, we always did phone call and text. And now, we seven have own blackberry so we have a group named "GIRLS" made by Anty. The group is not always beeping all the time. But when it beeps once, it will beep non-stop. And reading the chat on it is just like fun.

Ah, holiday is getting closer, please I wanna meet my girls before we are busy preparing the stuffs for next semester. Please.

2011-12-06T17:52:00.000-08:00

Indonesian calls this, G-A-L-A-U!

Stand By Me

2011-12-06T17:42:00.000-08:00

Nothing's impossible
Nothing's unreachable
When I am weary
You make me stronger
This love is beautiful
So unforgettable
I feel no winter cold
When we're together
When we're together

[chorus]
Will you stand by me?
Hold on and never let me go
Will you stand by me?
With you I know I belong
When the story gets told

When day turns into night
I look into your eyes
I see my future now
All the world and its wonder

This love wont fade away
And through the hardest days
I'll never question us
You are the reason
My only reason

Will you stand by me?
Hold on and never let me go
Will you stand by me?
With you I know I belong
When the story gets told

I am blessed
To find what I need
In a world loosing hope
You're my only believe
You make things right
Everytime after time

Will you stand by me?
(Stand, stand by me)
Hold on and never let me go
Will you stand by me?
With you I know I belong
When the story gets told

[repeat chorus]

Stand by me
No more darling I want you by my side
I want you hear with me

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2011-12-06T17:35:00.000-08:00

2011-12-01T15:41:00.000-08:00

It is sad to know that we will not be together at our and my big day.

Eleventh

2011-11-30T17:20:00.000-08:00

HAPPY 11TH MENSIVERSARY!

I wish blablabla, I hope blablabla.

2011-11-28T19:28:00.000-08:00

Namanya Rucitra Wrendadini, panggilan nya Dini tapi gue manggil dia Ding. Kelahiran Jakarta, 26 Desember 1991, zodiak Capricorn, just like me. Menutut ilmu di Universitas Brawijaya, Fakultas Ilmu Sosial dan Ilmu Politik, Jurusan Komunikasi. IPK diatas 3.2.

Meet her! She's lovely, nice, and easy going. You're gonna love her if you know her more and more. You're gonna miss talk to her if you have known her. She's great.

Gue hampir tiap hari atau emang setiap hari bbman sama dia, mulai dari cerita, gossip, sampe chat autis ga jelas. And it is fun, very fun. Gue sama Dini kalo lagi jalan suka sekip bareng, ngakak bareng, sampe ngomong nya juga sekip. Ini seru. Gue sama Dini suka menciptakan bahasa sendiri, lalu menularkan ke orang-orang. Gue sama Dini suka membuat gerakan aneh atau menirukan emote yang ada di autotext bbm kalo lagi ngomong, ini konyol. Mengingat umur gue uda 20 dan dia sebentar lagi 20. Kelakuan kita, oke, kayak masih bocah. Gapapa, ini namanya awet muda.

Gue sama Dini suka kemana-mana bareng, kalo cuma berdua, kita suka nyari personil tambahan biar rame. Suka belanja bareng, suka ngayal bareng, dan suka suka kita pokok nya. Lucky me, I found her in this town!

I do not want to lose you.

2011-11-28T06:23:00.000-08:00

2011-11-22T17:20:00.000-08:00

"Sayang aku kangen banget sama kamu, aku pengen cepet pulang :( :'( aku kangen banget banget banget banget bbaaanggeeettt sama kamu kamu kamu ({}) :("

Ganis chatted me when I was sleeping, I quote his chat and put it here.

Yes dear, I miss you too. I have been accepted for AEISEC Global Exchange and you know I choose Philippines. I want to meet you, really, for sure. Now just keep praying that I will be placed at Manila or better Subic, your place.

Come home soon dear, holiday is coming. I wish you will come home. I really wish you will be here at my birthday, or better, our anniversary.

2011-11-22T17:17:00.001-08:00

I found you. Just do not run. Wherever you hide, I can find you.

mainan baru

2011-11-22T16:45:00.000-08:00

hasil nya begini nyehehehe

2011-11-17T02:23:00.000-08:00

Dear that ugly fatty non-sexy biatch,

I read your tumblr, and I know that was for me. But hey, FYI, I really do not want to know about your life. I googled my boyfriend's name, which is your ex, and your tumblr appeared. So please, just do not be too happy to know that I was stalking you. You are really dumb.

And what amazing is, how could you know that I found your tumblr? That was so surprising. And ah, not important to read your emo blog which consists of anger, sadness, and cry. Sorry bitch, I am not interested of your fuckin unhappy life. Just get a life. Poor you, poor your life.

Sincerely,

2011-11-17T02:09:00.000-08:00

About today?

Ah nothing was special. Just had lunch with Tompel then he dropped me at campus.

About College?

Just had a post test as always, study Soil Mechanism, and tutoring batch of 2010.

About love?

Oh my holy gosh! Don't ever ask this question! Great, of course, ha ha ha.

So?

As yesterday and as always, my life here is flat!

2011-11-09T08:03:00.000-08:00

Broken communication will bring you to a broken relationship

2011-11-08T07:04:00.001-08:00

Currently listening to Adele's songs

Whoa~

I just got dorm. I had a very bad communication with mine this previous two-day. It's due to the fuckin pending thingy. And what I am listening to is successfully make me galau~ I miss you my dear. I really really do.

Mine is now sleeping because he will have a medical exam tomorrow. Okay, I even do not know what it is. He stays at Manila until weekend, If I am not mistaken. Today's communication was absolutely broken. He did not charge his blackberry so, yea, I could not chat with him until he chatted me and told me that he was already at hotel. Yea, he stays at hotel in Manila because his dorm is at I-forgot-what-is-the-name-of-the-region.

I should have doing my assignment right now but my friend hasn't replied my text so, yea, I am waiting for the reply. If she doesn't, I'm gonna do it tomorrow before college. Kinda feel sleepy but I am still waiting for the reply. Really. Thought I prefer do my assignment tonight than tomorrow morning because it means I will be in a rush for doing it.

Ole's Graduation Day

2011-10-31T20:06:00.000-07:00

CONGRATULATIONS OLE!

I wish I will have my graduation day on time.

Two years later.

And my name will be:

Rezita Dwi Annisa, ST.

November

2011-10-31T19:25:00.000-07:00

Sekarang tanggal 1 November 2011.

Terus kenapa?

Harusnya bulan ini gue sama Ganis pergi ke JaTim Expo buat nonton Disney. Tapi apa daya apa mau dikata, he is about going to leave. Dan gue sedih.

Banget.

Tapi gapapa, this is for him, for his future, for his family, for me, for us.

Resiko banget sih LDR dan dia sekolah pilot dengan berbagai hal yang bisa mengganggu hubungan gue. Tapi yaudah, bismillah aja, kalo tujuan nya baik pasti ada jalan. Asik banget ye bahasa gue.

Terus sekarang mumpung dia masih disini, gue gunakan abis-abisan buat komunikasi sama dia walaupun cacat. Yaudalah bodo amat. Gue gatau deh gimana kalo dia uda pergi nanti. Bisa ga ya gue? Bisa lah pasti. Harus bisa!

Nulis apaan sih gue?

Kebanyakan pikiran bisa bikin gila kayaknya.

Anjir gue gatau mau nulis apaan sumpah random banget. Duh, maaf ya.

3 bulan terakhir ini nasib gue ga begitu baik. Ah parah. But I'm sure I can pass this shit well.

About college?

Nothing special.

My life?

Flat.

2011-10-22T19:49:00.000-07:00

From now on, I am not going to meet Ganis until the unpredicted time. Next week he is going to leave, to Philippines. Starting his pilot school for, Insya Allah, 8 months.

I had a great 5 days with him in Malang. He firstly gave me surprise by not telling me that he was coming to Malang last Saturday. Then he gave me another surprises and awesome memories. He is getting fatter and chubbier. But still dark-skinned. Oh, he is still lovely.

I will keep the things you gave well. And I hope you will keep my things well too.

I just can not tell you what things that I have been through with him in previous 5 days. I just can say that I spent great days with him.

See you soon, Ganis. I am here waiting for you, with Sullivan. Be good there so that you can come home soon.

Sincerely,

Your Lover

W-O-W

2011-10-14T17:55:00.000-07:00

My lover is on his way to Malang, dudes! Hmm with his mommy :D

He stays in Jogja for about 2 or 3 days then continue the trip to Malang. As I read on twitter, he's going to stay here for 2 weeks. Yea so I can spend my 2 weeks with him, I wish. I know it's going to be awkward. It has been a month I do not meet him and yea he's coming to town to say goodbye because he is going to leave Indonesia in the end of October. Oh Gosh, time runs fast. Very fast.

I do not have any idea about the farewell gift. Perhaps I am gonna give him a key chain that I bought at Spore. Or perhaps I am gonna buy another gift.

Long distance. Not meeting for a year. He has no webcam nor laptop. No seeing each other face? IT'S HARD GANIS!

2011-10-06T17:43:00.000-07:00

My boyfriend, Ganis, is just accepted at Philippines Pilot School. Means he and I are gonna have a long distance relationship. God, I can't believe I am not gonna meet him for a year or even 3 years to come. Bismillah ya Allah, help me passing your kind of test. Bismillah ya Allah, help me passing this global exchange test. Bismillah ya Allah, help us, guide us.

2011-10-01T00:34:00.001-07:00

PLEASE BE NICE OCTOBER

Hell-o September

2011-09-26T03:17:00.000-07:00

HELLO SEPTEMBER!

It's been such a long time not to write about my story here. Yeah, I'm gonna make a try. I kinda forget how to write and tell story in blog.

I wanna share about my September. This month. Yeap, this is September and Y U NO BE NICE TO ME AT ALL FROM THE VERY BEGINNING TILL THE END OF THE MONTH?!

September started with Lebaran thing. First, it was sooooooo nice to me. I thought I was gonna love this month. But, days after lebaran, I got a very bad new from my boy, Ganis. He told me that his daddy asked him to skip his college and go to Philippines for a Pilot School. I WAS SO SHOCKED! It was at 2am and I couldn't sleep so I chatted with Mas Dita and Dini. Telling them the bad news and they try to comfort the crying me. Ah super huge hug to both of you. But, I still couldn't feel comfort then yeah, I didn't sleep. I cried a lot.

Middle of September, I gotta back to Malang. Yea, the hell city. I live here now without Ganis and it makes me sick. I went back here (now I'm in dorm, Malang) at 13th of September. Ganis and Gilang took me at the fuckin airport then we went to Gilang's house. I spent my first night there. I skip the college for 3 days. Then the next day, Ganis back to Jakarta and he doesn't come back here till now. Gosh, I'm feeling like there's a missing part of my life here. I can't meet him for a long time and it makes me sick.

Last week, he told me that the plan of the pilot school thingy was cancelled so he would come back here, to Malang. I was so happy to hear that. We made a call and made so much planned. We miss each other. But, at the H day. The day that he should have been come here, he told me that he had to do a medical check up with his dad, so he would come here at the next day.

It was okay that he didn't come at the H day, but he brought me bad news again when I was at the class and having a test. He told me that he just passed the pilot school test. WHAT THE FUCK. I couldn't concentrate in class. My tears dropped. And I went out of the class in rush. Yea, he's till now still doing the test for the pilot school. And I just like, whatever.

And today is also my bad day. From morning till the sun is set. Oh Gosh, what is this? I know that everything happens for a reason but please tell me what the reason is :"(

2011-09-25T17:51:00.000-07:00

I AM NOT READY AT ALL TO LOSE YOU

2011-09-17T01:44:00.000-07:00

2011-08-17T05:59:00.001-07:00

YOU ARE NOW SO MEAN!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR

2011-08-11T01:59:00.000-07:00

2011-08-08T07:21:00.000-07:00

I MISS THE OLD US

2011-07-26T23:24:00.000-07:00

Do not know exactly what to write. I am just dorm.

About today? Nothing is special. As usual. I went to campus, have a mid-term-test, then met Ganis and Rido. After that we ate lunch at Capung and went dorm. See? Nothing is special right?

About my days? Nothing is special too. As usual. Meet Ganis, have lunch together, then went dorm. Yep I do it everyday. But sometimes I meet my friends, Dini Nuke Regi, to hang out together. With Ganis of course. Yep, we are play-mate.

GUE KANGEN ADEK GUE!

2011-07-26T01:19:00.000-07:00

2011-07-21T07:39:00.000-07:00

Hello Ganis Ganindro yang jancuk kabeh, it's been 6 hours I've been waiting for your chat and there is nothing. I'm waiting for my blackberry's beeping and it's Dini, not you.

Woy Ganis njir yakale lo ngajak gue jalan lo yang tidur. Kebiasaan brengsek tuh grrr. Kalo ga tidur, tau nya lo ada janji sama orang lain sedangkan lo bikin janji juga sama gue. Setdah, hidup lu bener-bener suka-suka lu banget nyet yang lain disuruh ngikut.

WAITING IS NOT MY THING

2011-07-16T10:35:00.000-07:00

2011-07-13T09:46:00.000-07:00

He, my lover, is gonna leave me from July 14th till 18th

Ah. I'm gonna miss him so many much.

2011-07-09T00:53:00.001-07:00

2011-07-09T00:52:00.002-07:00

2011-07-09T00:52:00.001-07:00

HELL YEAH HOLIDAY!

2011-07-09T00:32:00.000-07:00

So, from last Thursday, I have just started my holiday. But, I'm gonna start my real holiday next month. Why not now? Because I have to stay in Malang due to short semester.

Okay, I'm having nothing to tell but just short update, LOL. See ya later reader.

You always make my day. Good or bad. It's all because of you.

2011-07-02T20:27:00.001-07:00

2011-06-28T22:30:00.000-07:00

Selamat siang dari kamar kost gue.

Sekarang tanggal merah nih, which means today's a holiday. Liburan Isra' Mi'raj. Dan gue stuck di kamar, seperti biasa, dengan laptop dan lagu di iTunes. Sepi amat buset. Ya gimana dong di kamar gue ga ada TV, ga boleh bawa TV sama nyokap katanya takut gue nonton mulu. Ah alasan standard. Terus gue bingung dah ini mau ngapain.

Anyway, gue sekarang lagi pekan UAS nih. Doain aja semoga hasil nya bagus dan IP gue ga turun. Amin ya Allah. Besok jadwal UAS nya Sistem Bangunan dan Irigasi yang biasa disingkat SBI. And FYI, tugas besar gue belum kelar. Sumpah gue uda ga ngerti lagi deh itu dosen mau nya apa. Mana cara nya beda sendiri daripada dosen yang lain. Sok special edition banget. Ya Allah semoga semester depan ga ketemu doi lagi dong please.

Orang-orang uda pada lalu-lalang ke luar kota atau bahkan luar negeri buat liburan, sedangkan gue masih stuck di Kota Malang. Epic awful. Ngiri gila gue sama temen-temen gue yang pada nyangkut di Bali, Spore, Aussie, dll. Lah gue? UAS aja belum kelar, gimana mau liburan. Mana gue ngambil semester pendek, makin menyedihkan aja. Terus gue sendirian lagi disini, yang lain pada pulang , gue semester pendek. Pacar gue? Aduh mending ga usah ngarep deh.

Gue tadinya mau ngerjain SBI nih, tapi mengingat gue lupa cara baca tabel nya, yaudah gagal total sudah rencana indah gue, dan sekarang gue gatau mau ngapain. Nonton DVD juga itu DVD semua nya uda gue tonton berkali-kali. Kayak nya gue harus nyari DVD Bring It On all version deh.

Nhuke Zonk Surprise

2011-06-22T17:19:00.000-07:00

Tanggal 21 Juni 2011 kemarin adalah hari ulang tahun salah satu sahabat gue di Malang, Nhuke Nofita Sari, yang ke 20. Dan sebagai sahabat yang baik, maka gue, Dini, Alif, Firman, dan Ganis memberikan surprise buat dia. Mungkin harus nya ada sandra, tapi dia ga dateng gatau kenapa.

Kita mau ngerjain Nhuke dulu sebelum dikasih surprise. Dan gue baru tau sore kalo Dini sama Firman lagi merencanakan sebuah surprise. Karena kurang koordinasi dari pagi, maka hari-hari Nhuke semakin ilok.

Jadi, pagi-pagi pas gue lagi di kantin, Nhuke bbm gue nanyain gue lagi di kaftek apa ngga, kalo gue di kantin dia mau main. Karena gue di kantin dan tiba-tiba gue melihat Firman, gue bilang aha gue di kaftek dan ada Firman (pacar nya Nhuke). Dan dia langsung ilok karena ternyata Firman tuh lagi acting nyuekin dia, Firman ga bales sms dia, dan dikirain si Firman masih tidur. Akhirnya dia sedih dan ga jadi main.

Sore nya, gue masih di kampus ngerjain tugas dan Nhuke bbm gue sambil sedih dan kesel, nanya gue masih di kampus apa ngga terus dia bilang dia ga punya temen, soalnya Dini lagi makan di Pizza Hut Semeru. Karena gue masih belum tau adegan mau ngasih surprise jadi bbm nya gue bales dan gue bilang masih di kampus, terus dia makin ilok.

Abis maghrib, pas mau pulang, Dini bbm kalo lagi sama Firman di Pizza terus gue disuruh jemput. Akhirnya gue pulang dulu ambil kado yang Gue sama Dhini beli, terus langsung cabut. Tanpa cuci muka, tanpa ganti baju. Pokok nya kelakuan gue bener-bener kayak gembel deh. Dari kost gue nyamperin Dini dan Firman di Holland soalnya mereka lagi beli kue.

Abis dari beli kue kita nyari satu kado lagi buat Nhuke, karena kado pertama yang gue beli sengaja buat bikin Nhuke ilok, dan kado selanjut nya ya buat kado beneran. Akhir nya kita balik ke Sukarno-Hatta buat beliin Nhuke kado lagi.

Selesai beli kado, gue nelfon Nhuke ngajak main. Awal nya dia gamau, bilang nya uda mau tidur, terus pas gue bilang mau ngajak makan sama karokean, dia langsung mau. Dasar kebo. Yauda abis itu gue, Ganis, dan Dini langsung ke kost Nhuke dan jemput dia. Firman uda ga ikutan soalnya cerita nya Firman lagi sibuk ngerjain tugas besar Mekanika Tanah. Destinasi pertama adalah makan di Sate Pak Sabar. Setelah satu jam disana, gue ngerampok Nhuke suruh bayarin karokean dan dia mau. Akhirnya kita ke Inul Vizta karokean 2 jam.

Setengah jam menjelang karoekan nya selesai, Firman sms gue kalo dia udah di Mc'D. Jadi ya pemirsa, kita tuh mau ngasih surprise nya di Mc'D Sarinah. Nah, yauda abis karokean gue langsung mengarahkan Nhuke supaya ke Mc'D dan Firman uda nunggu di dalem kamar mandi sama Alif. Gue sama Ganis duduk duluan, menyeting tempat supaya Nhuke duduk nya menghadap ke jalan. Da akhirnya............ tadaaaaaaaaa! Berhasil, Nhuke duduk, Firman keluar membawa kue, dan surprise pun berhasil.

ps: kado Nhuke itu buku diary yang jijay abis ada gembok berbentuk love nya, dan satu nya lagi itu dompet. Kita kasih diary soalnya si Nhuke itu suka banget nulis-nulis galau di notes, N'ah makanya kita kasih diary sekalian biar ilok. Kalo dompet sih soal nya dompet dia uda ga layak banget jadi kita beliin dompet deh.

Nhuke dan Diary Baru

2011-06-20T01:07:00.001-07:00

Sometimes I feel terrible.

I feel sad.

Because the one who pays attention on me is not the one I want.

Because the one who cheers me up is not the one I want.

Because the one whom I care about doesn't care about me.

2011-06-19T23:07:00.001-07:00

Udah lama ga nulis blog pake Bahasa Indonesia. Gatau kenapa blog gue akhir akhir ini sampah banget. Kalau ga reblog dari tumblr gue, ya short story as you can read below. Gue uda ga punya cerita semenarik dulu, pas gue masih SMA, saat semua sahabat gue masih ada disekeliling gue. Bisa dibilang hidup gue sekarang rada hampa.

Kemaren-kemaren gue abis buka posting lama, dan gue super kangen sama Jakarta. Lebih tepat nya sama kehidupan gue disana. Sama temen temen gue serta segala kegoblokan yang gue alami setiap hari. Kegiatan hedonis gue sama temen temen gue. Gue ga bohong kalo gue kangen sama tempat yang bernama MALL karena disini gue ga nemu Mall yang pantes disebut sebagai Mall.

Sekarang gue lagi di kampus, disebelah gue ada Dieng lagi ngerjain tugas besar. Iya. Tugas. Tugas yang bikin hidup gue berantakan. Apa Malang yang bikin hidup gue berantakan? Gatau deh. Gue kangen pas SMA gue banyak tugas tapi gue masih bisa have fun. Sekarang gue banyak tugas yang ada gue frustrated. Gue berani bilang kalo hidup gue kebanting banget.

Gue uda ga terlalu aktif ngeblog lagi, beda kayak Bena yang blog nya aktif terus sesibuk apapun dia. Blog nya rame. Blog nya terkenal, banyak yang buka. Kalo gue? Paling yang buka cuma yang nge-link gue doang sama spammer.

Ini sebenernya harus nya gue ngerjain tugas gambar besar, tapi orang-orang pada kemana dah ilang semua, makanya gue ngeblog aja, sekalian sedikit mengobati rasa kangen. Dulu kalo gue ngeblog, pasti rame sama comment tolol dari blogger lain. Sekarang kalo gue ngeblog, sukur-sukur kalo dibaca.

Kalo gue baca post lama gue, gue suka ketawa sendiri, anjir jaman SMA ko tolol banget sih gue, kerjaan nya kalo ga main, ya pacaran, ya berantem. Belajar nya secuil banget. Tapi yang penting seneng kan. Orang yang seneng itu awet muda hahaha.

Dulu gue suka nulis segala kegiatan gue. Dulu kegiatan gue setiap hari beda-beda. Kejadian nya juga beda-beda. Tempat nya beda-beda. Kalo sekarang gue uda ga bisa nulis gitu lagi. Hidup gue hanya sekitar kampus. Kerjaan gue cuma ngerjain tugas sama pacaran, itu juga pacaran nya kalo uda pulang kampus terus makan abis itu pulang. Ga asik banget. Makanya gue kadang bingung mau ngisi blog gue pake cerita apaan. Ga ada cerita menarik disini. Di Malang.

Yang bikin hidup gue ga flat ya cuma temen-temen gue dan pacar gue. Temen gue juga disini sedikit banget. Gue ansos. Gue pilih-pilih. Beda sama pas di Jakarta, gue main sama banyak orang kesana kesini. Untung aja gue punya pacar, karena akhir-akhir ini temen-temen gue sibuk sama dunia nya masing-masing. Lagipula gue juga rada males main gara-gara gue slag sama sandra. Gila masalah nya belum kelar juga uda 2 bulan.

Gue uda gatau lagi deh mau nulis apaan. Gue bingung ga ada cerita yang bisa di share. Any idea about what to write?

2011-06-14T02:02:00.000-07:00

Hello from workshop room of Civil Engineering, Brawijaya University.

It's 4.03pm

The writer is waiting for her friend, Deddy, whom is going to help her working on her assignment. And the writer is soooooooooo galau, LOL. Tomorrow is the deadline and the writer has not done half of it.

I bet, the writer is boring with the college stuffs so she better write on her blog than doing her assignment.

The writer is also waiting for her boyfie's chat. She hear nothing from hers since 11am. Her boyfie said he's going to drive and he doesn't reply the writer's chat until now. He said that he has no evening class so perhaps he's now sleeping. Perhaps.

The writer is now eating a snack called "lidi". It's like a very thin stick, and spicy. FYI, the writer hates spicy food. Just try it once and never for the next.

Dedy is already one and half hour late and I am still waiting. Where the hell he is?!$#$^$&%*^%#$%^&(*&)*$%$@@!

2011-06-13T19:29:00.000-07:00

Eh waw, such a glad to know you like to read mine. But, FUCK YOU stalker!

#5

2011-05-31T16:24:00.001-07:00

Welcome June! Hello @ganisganindro :D it’s June 1st!

And I know you know what I mean here :3

Thank you for being nice this last 5th (though you sometimes act sucks and so do I).

Happy? Yeah! Hahaha.

Wish there will be another number for us \m/

2011-05-31T08:30:00.000-07:00

“Once upon a time, I had a beautiful life, indeed..

Before.. I had to go to Malang! And it ruins everything! It ruins my life!” — @mtaufanrp

Yeah, I believe that every single step we take, will have good or bad side.

Malang?

A not-really-big town in East Java. If I translate it to English, it would be “Unlucky”.

So, does Malang mean unlucky?

I don’t know. Well, the very first time I came here, I didn’t like this town. Oh even until now. But honestly, I have ever felt that I will be loving this town the way I love Jakarta.

Why?

Because I had everything here. Good friends in campus, best friends, a new family, and till I finally got a love-mate. EVERYTHING. Yeah I loved Malang with its content. Until finally, this two previous months I found myself on the lowest point of my life. I lost one of my best here. Dude, it sucks. Even sucker than if I fall down from a very high tree. I even am not close anymore with the two other. Honestly, I feel like empty. And I’m still shocked that how could this fuckin thing happen to me? Oh, I also haven’t finished my assignments. And the deadline is only about 3 weeks from now. WTF?! And you know what’s the most sucks thing I just found on the previous 4 days? I found that my dorm is surrounded by drunker. They got drunk, they broke Ganis car, they shouted, they threw something to my dorm’s gate, etc. They are just some not reach people, I may say like that. They are not reach, they don’t have money, I surely assume that they even don’t have a job (and even if they do, I’m sure they’re just coolie), and they have hobby — drunk. Man, use your brain please, even if you do not have it although just a piece, please pretend like you do. They acted like Malang is theirs. Well, I know this is their home, but that is not the right way to treat a comer. I told my family about the accident that happened and they ask me to find a safe dorm and move there like ASAP. And hell no, it’s like a new burden to me. Finding a new dorm in the almost-end of the semester where the deadlines are running over me and I gotta finish my assignments like ASAP.

Malang, what’s wrong with the people who gave you the name?

Why your name reflects what we, the comers, feel? What’s with you, Dude?

2011-05-23T03:30:00.000-07:00

How If....

2011-05-23T03:17:00.000-07:00

How if your close friend trust a gossip which is saying the untruth about you and your friend make a distance with you because of it?

How if your close friend does not want to talk to you because of it?

How if it has been a month not to talk to each other because of it?

How if your other close friend finally got confused whom will they hang out with?

How if the only person you can hang out with is just your love-mate?

How if your and your close friend's dorm is close?

How if you meet your close friend accidentally meet and your friend does not want to look at you?

How if your friend is on your BBM friend-list and you two still not talking to each other?

2011-05-18T18:37:00.001-07:00

The writer is now busy with her college thingy, call it ass-shit-man, since the deadline is running over her.

Jakarta Student Club

2011-05-08T03:56:00.000-07:00

Yesterday, Jakarta Student Community held an event named JSC Goes To Batu. It was held by the freshmen. We stayed at Villa Putih. More than 50 people participated in this event, including Ganis who was accidentally trapped there with us. And I bet he really enjoyed his time with JSC.

We had so much fun there. We played Jigijoy, UNO, had outbond, and so much more fun games made by Ole and Gita. And the game I love the most was Jigijoy. It was such an annual game because we play it just on JSC Goes To Batu which is held once a year. Tunkpey is the best motion’s creator ever because he has so many funny, hard, and challenging motions to follow.

There, we also held a regeneration event and yeap congratulation to Rieldho Siregar as the new President and Rezita Dwi Annisa, which is me, as the new Vice President period 2011-2012.

In brief, I had such a great time and I hope it would be more fun next year :)

WORLD

2011-05-06T18:38:00.003-07:00

What A Comment

2011-05-06T18:38:00.001-07:00

It's on my looklet

JOROK!

2011-05-06T01:53:00.001-07:00

Situasi: di mobil

Ganis: *berusaha masukin jari ke idung tapi gagal*

Zita: *jilat jilat*
Ganis: *masih maksa*
Zita: *jilat pipi*
Ganis: *jilat tangan*
Zita: *jilat leher*
Zita dan Ganis: ko mainan kita makin lama makin jorok? Siapa yang mulai duluan?
Zita dan Ganis: elo!

2011-05-03T06:15:00.000-07:00

Well you know, since I like have no friends beside in campus, there is only you. And as you disappear in a sudden then I just like have no friends at all and you will never know it feels like.

Congrats

2011-05-01T01:38:00.000-07:00

BIG BALCONY KISS

CONGRATULATION THE DUKE AND DUCHESS OF CAMBRIDGE

love that day

2011-05-01T01:28:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was the best ending of April, I bet. I spent my whole day with my lover. Since I opened my eyes, till I closed my eyes to sleep.

When I opened my eyes and checked my blackberry, there was a chat from my lover. He asked me to go out with him, just us two, where ever as long as with me. Like a sweet. After such a long bargaining, we decided — or I may say I decided — to swim at Araya. But we had to eat first so we went to Permata Jingga to eat Pecel.

After having one hour swimming, we went to Taman Safari Indonesia II which is located in Pasuruan. How beautiful the animals were. They were so cute and I was feeling like wanna have one of those Zebras. After parking the car, I looked at the map and the schedule of the shows, and there would be a Dolphin Show in 15 minutes so we rushed to the Dolphin Bay which was not too far from the parking lot. And it was like O M G, the dolphins were sooooo cute, and so were the seals. Hey my lover, may I have one of those dolphins as mine?

Done with the show, we went to the Baby Zoo. But, ah, unlucky me, the animals that I wanted to take a photo with were in their cave, taking for a rest. So we just looked at the animals that I was not really interested on.

On our way home, rain was falling and I had no idea where should we go, so we decided to went dorm. Not too long after arrived, the dorm was black out. It was like W T F, so my lover and I went out of the dorm and had no idea where to go (again), as usual. Then we went to KFC for having dinner. We talked and laughed till late, and it was fun. What a perfect things to do to end the April ♥

Little Monster

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Seems Like Interesting and Fun

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2011-04-24T18:36:00.000-07:00

So yesterday I watched Disney On Ice in Jatim Expo with Ganis. The show was absolutely great. I am so sorry I can't put the photos during the show because I forgot to bring camera so I captured it with cell-phone camera.

A Little Tip

2011-04-24T18:34:00.000-07:00

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2011-04-22T03:58:00.000-07:00

Whoaaa~

So tired, just got back from Surabaya.

What a tiring trip but it's totally fun.

2011-04-21T05:04:00.000-07:00

SO YOU ARE THE BITCH

THAT TOLD THE BITCH

THAT I AM A BITCH

WELL LISTEN BITCH

IT TAKES A BITCH

TO KNOW A BITCH

BITCH

2011-04-20T03:44:00.000-07:00

I do not have much to say. I spend my days with Ganis, everyday. So my life is all just about him, what we had, and not to tell here. I laugh everyday and I wish it lasts forever.

Anyway, about today's activities, I woke up at 5, took a bath, then directly went to Tumenggung Suryo Street to have a Traffic Counting Practice. Yeah that is all.

So creepy, eh?!

2011-04-20T03:38:00.000-07:00

Disney On Ice

April 24th, 2011 - 6pm

JaTim Expo

Yeay thanks to Savero who bought me the tickets so Ganis and I can watch it next Sunday. Oh Gosh, I really can't wait for this moment :D

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2011-04-15T05:01:00.000-07:00

what are you going to feel if one of your best doesn't trust you anymore and he/ she trusts other people who tells lie about you?

2011-04-15T04:51:00.000-07:00

2011-04-12T05:52:00.001-07:00

So today, Ganis found Dini's lip-gloss on his car. And I played with it. I wore it to Ganis' lips and they became pink! LOL! His thin lips look so sexy wearing that lip-gloss. He wore it to me too, and I looked like a-mother-who-is-going-to-go-to-traditional-market because it's so thick.

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2011-04-09T21:11:00.000-07:00

Kinda wanna write such a very long text about Ganis but seems like I can't.

Just wanna say:

THANK YOU SO MUCH GANIS GANINDRO!

for the such-every-single-thing

2011-04-09T20:59:00.000-07:00

HISTORY OF FASHION

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2011-04-07T08:53:00.000-07:00

So.......... I just arrived dorm. Just watched 'BOO' with Ganis at Plaza Dieng. And the movie was.......... yeah......... good enough.

WOW! it's been long time not to go with him just the two of us. We often spend our time together with friends, and now, I just spent my time with him. Just-us-two.

I miss him. No no, I miss the time with him. I miss the moments. I miss spending the time with him, honestly. Yea yeah I miss him. We don't meet everyday, but when I meet him -- just like this morning-- I didn't feel anything. Kinda something's missing and I don't know what >:O

Oh, lemme tell you that I've already had 3 bad dreams about him and they scare me enough. Bismillah bismillah bismillah, wish the dreams don't have any meaning. They're just dreams and I gotta forget those bad dreams.